Don't lose me

I don’t even have made some acquaintance with her, only feeling fellow which could direct me to another kingdom. Ups and downs, like the normal sense of life that attempt to convince everybody with its dignity and holy. Every time when the feeling like watching the sunset come to me, how much I want draw a curtain at that refraction, dissolving in my eyes, collapsing in front. Where are you now? Speak out your name loudly and throw it toward the bleak street to and fro.