So many time I asked myself, when half year has passed since graduated, what is my true plan and plot? How should I climb the ladder of future instead of declining down? How could I face up to the reality even if it seems like a little bit unpleasant? With growing up and become mature, I can’t stand up with lounging around all day without exact goal inspirited, sorta, I need fresh air to refresh my inspirations out of the routine tasks. Get a holistic view on the track I get through, I’m not meant pining a value on anything alone without comprehensive understanding and knowledge, I dare not to say which is dispensable and which is unnecessary a bit directly before taking a lot more time on contemplations. What I experienced most is that hidden myself behind a computer and dig the messy world out with the hope of finding even little valuable, once erobed confidence. Career ambition, greedy desire, fearful and vulnerable heart, I’ve been disturbed and damaged utterly, seize with a strong feeling of become taciturn, how can I pluck courage to face off to the contest from scratch, and notch up more prosperity again.
Still being suspicions.
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