plead and plead for...

Life should not be always like that, that complicated, and that is always not the case. Questioned everything that stumbled me regularly, figure out the reason why still being hesitated and don’t want to be uncovered. Like a splash running away quietly but quickly whisking off all the imaginations. The silly boss who is going to and forever to be seemed as foolish, arrogant wouldn’t be reluctant to realize which is significant, which is secondary position could be handled for time being. Upstanding the boring chatters and pettiness which are and always will be going to drive me crazy, I can’t map another way out definitely. My God. Why can’t I let the things happen instead of making them happen, that is a skill I should take care. Unyieldingly, fight with the numerous trifling every day, thrill to hate any more, worse yet, the situation don’t happen to be better off and most likely will be wiped off ultimately. Yelp for a kind of hope, which even is hatched at darkness however prospective, should not be perished from earth.

The road ahead is long and my climb will be steep, the dream hatched from this beginning depth winter and will not end at the middle of next spring with new vista more than you can imagine and beyond your measurement. Wake up every morning reluctantly with a disturbed dream, dream of being huddled around a forgotten corner of the world, solo. How can I pray the dream, for their prosperity, for their consistency, for their self-reliance, for their individual liberty?

Dear, help me please, plead and plead for…