Contradiction

Most recently I tend to dispel the myth that one can create the miracle which have been seeming that is impossible, or even one can conquer at last, he may actually pay off all his energy, passion, godliness and confidence at once. He may find out that he is extremely worn out and can not recovered again(or at a long period). So he want to give up like quit a habit which afflicate his mentality for a while, when he done, he will put his mind at ease and don't need to struggle with the self-condemnation and guilty; condem for the indulge, and surrender himself to the difficulty, guilty for the attitude of letting them go, for the indulgency. He can't sleep at night; he feel very unpleasant about lack the courage to face the music. Actually, I am the one by now.

I can't claim to know how to do it, a thing of naught. The slogan of life should not be that complicated. Is that true? contravention...