I hope that this letter finds you in good health and high spirits. For those in the southern hemisphere I hope that the heat is bearable, and for those in the northern hemisphere I hope that you manage feel warmth despite the cold.
The holiday season offers us a special opportunity to extend our personal thanks to our friends, and our very best wishes for the future.
And so it is that we now gather together and wish to you a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.We consider you a good friend and extend our wishes for good health and good cheer.
It is people like you who make being in business such a pleasure all year long.Our business is a source of pride to us, and with customers like you, we find going to work each day a rewarding experience.
We tip our glasses to you.Thanks again for a wonderful year.
“How much do I hope could pop up with you at the turning corner? No rush but naturally back up with you at one side. Cold now, yet where are you? Please grasp my hand and no frigid any more. Don’t you see I am crying? ”
Come across this fragile sensitivity and it is such a similar savvy emotion puts a sparkle in my eyes. I can’t address a decent answer in that I put in a call to God when God get on the phone. I ask God why woman cry always.
The saying of God as:
“I made women who had to be something special”
“I gave her the strength on the way to find out her happiness; I gave her the hardness allows her to keep going when everybody else gives up and takes care about her family from fatigue and sickness without complaining; I gave her strength to carry his husband from faults and made her from one of his rib to protect his heart; I gave her wisdom to let her know that a good husband never hurts his wife and sometimes tests her strength and resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly; I gave her inner confidence to let her endure the panics more than often; I made her shoulder strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort; I gave her sensitivity to love her husband and kid under any and all circumstances; I gave her the tear to shed, it is hers exclusively whenever it is needed. ”
I belong to that classification people that prone to be moved with a certain inner feeling dictatorial but strong and overwhelming governed my heart all at once. I thought about her and her tear while on the way home with crowds gathered in the shuttle bus. Can’t swipe out just hither and thither.
PS: Made the heart as a ferry however, no boat near close to yet.
If you have noticed that I have been around a little less than usual, it is probably due to one thing that I have been preparing for the examination of China Central Bank enrolling program this year. Thank god that I finished it yesterday even if I don’t pretty sure what the out come will be next month. Please don’t blame me and no worries if the result won’t be satisfactory largely, I just enjoy the trip actually. The whole process of preparation for the exam which last for at least two month make me learn more than I wrote on the paper yesterday, even more than what I think I have got to express how to take measure to spur the current domestic consumable ability and to stimulate the growth of economy, not even get a inkling of the knowledge which once I expertise quietly. However it is the interest and curious about economic know how and the principles of how they running and working makes me feel happy definitely. And also teach me to start this way and keep them go on later. It’s gone anyway and the new goal I need to set up, fact that I have still been immersed myself with it recently just I can’t draw up the specific details since the previous exam. Now I am claiming to speedup this issue soon and figure it out before the end of this year.
Side note: life almost like a race of marathon, don’t start too fast if you don’t want lose out.
Sitting on the grassy grave, beneath the window of the church, was a battle where my mind and my heart struggle with each other always. The same voice in my mind that told me to act is also the same voice that ridicules me for making that choice. It seems like ridiculous a little and I spend lots of time trying to diagnose the source of this problem however, there are too many social conditionings covered up and obscured the process. It make be hard and headache indeed.
My heart is coming up with illness and frivolous so much as I don’t dare to make a choice any more, even if is easy and obvious, since how do I know for sure and how could I ensure that it is not just the what I think I should do?
My heart told me what he wants and where he can find the beauty sightseeing, on the other hand my mind told me what is suit for me and what is practical for me at a time.To take both of them to the courtroom, my mind will be the defendant and the plaintiff; my heart just sits in the center of the room to be as justice and judge. So the reason that I am trouble by the conflict turn out that my mind not only act as the role of prosecutor and defense but also take over the judge position, my mind should not be the judge who have the power of being symbolic truth direction. What is the main task for my mind is to conceptualize compares and organize the choices. My heart like a compass, just takes a bird eye to view all my life across the plaints, the mountains, the juggles, and say” where are you now, what direction you should go ”. Then my mind could make the decision and insure how to get it and keep safe. However, more often than not, I always confuse each other and replace them mostly, for example, when I make the order of mind that don’t think about anything, but my mind still working, when something happened, my mind always sorted them out to my experiences instead of the real truth themselves. They both can not get long well with each other that make me suffered more lately.
I have made my mind to create a marriage for this disparate pair, but it won’t be easy because I’ve doing that all wrong long time. Taming my mind to stop working when unnecessary, taking the decision just be myself, learning to make the process being simple, when is a incessant fight, I told myself” is the choice going with me or against me? ” so I can find the answer immediately evident, this become easy. Hope they won’t divorce sometime so their children, me, will not have the permanent emotional damage which have been suffering from for so long.
As Bruce Lee said” the height of cultivation always runs to simplicity” I believe it.
Recently, I have been logon to FOB forum which be seemed as the largest and professional foreign trade forum in china. What I find out most are the negative points and emotion which penetrated over the whole form people. If there exist some common topics, that probably are the fear and lack of confidence. At a large extent, they don’t have mistake, since you can not image what the worst impact on the export line duo to the sluggish and deflation. The world people don’t want to buy the goods, reluctant to consume, in another word, that becomes the so called virtual demand shortage—Keynes. Most of them don’t have a good expectation over the next two or three years, so they feel fearful indeed. They scare for being fired someday, for decline of wage, for they don’t have much clean idea about how they could survive this winter without being trapped into a panic situation, for the kid tuition, for the mortgage loan which should pay off monthly, for the rising price of foods, for the chaos of house market, stock foreign exchange market, for too many reason they fear about. How can all of these negative atmosphere could not affect them and make them happy instead, no, they all lack of confidence at last. They don’t have much acknowledges about which direction they should turn to, and what the next step should be come up with; what is the prospective pertain to the economic development tendency next two or three years? How can I earn money to afford to house, car, family, kid? They are at sea.
We could let along of the macro economy policies which be enacted by the minister, such as decrease the deposit rate and legal deposit rate by 2%, go up the export tax refund rate to encourage and stimulate net export, decline the tax rate to increase the personal governable money, go down the house market to suit for the middle-class level. That seems don’t have much effect on our common people from the appearance, but what should we do now? I figure out some ways below to illustrate my thoughts.
Firstly, keep confident and don’t lose out your bottom line, premier Wen said that confidence are much more valuable than gold now. You are not a loser if you don’t admit it. One person discouraged one product line stagnant, one area go back, one country sluggish. How could we image if all of the participators are lack of confidence to defend with this situation?
Secondly, clear out the junk, be you. We should not go ahead without a right direction; neither should we just go ahead followed by the tracks of others. We must clearly map out our mind and not be cluttered up. I mean, seriously, if your mind’s in chaos, how could you possibly make a clear decision? Don’t worry about there is one day, you wandering around street and no home for sleeping. Don’t fear, please!
Thirdly, know what you want and where you go. Risks always come along with benefits; crisis also mean to chances. Go a holistic view about the current situation, some idea occur to me recently. Most of the manufactures especially the labor intense industries adjust their price to gear toward market demand, and tendency go down. That means that you would have more at the same purchasing power. As to China, the dubbed cheapest labor resources, that is true, when the vendor couldn’t sell out their goods, they may make discount or off sale strategies. Lower interest rate when borrow money from bank, lower cost for investing estate industry. The supply power is excesses than demand desire, then the price down. The exchange rate of RMB by US dollar is rising, that mean RMB don’t have enough value to purchase, so the labeled USD price will do down too. That is chance, don’t you see?
Four, make a grand plan and take a small step at a time. Not as much desperate as to prepare from now on. Most people feared and not greed any more, they move slowly and carefully, look out and hesitate, scared and want to sleep. You, what should you do? You must get up and turn right up here to eat their lunch now. Please note, you are not thief, you just be a common guy with a little savvy confidence only. That is all.
In my opinion, the recent export rate decline should due to many reasons however, the main possibility is that foreigner don’t will to purchase, from domestic or from oversea, they would rather like to deposit their money into bank, even if it is utterly low interest rate, because they believe security is the top-priority task which they prefer to. God know what is tomorrow. On the contrary, they should by some thing for live, I mean the basic demand, the lower elasticity goods, and they would definitely purchase even a small quantity than before. Ok, the fact is that one will pursue the cheaper goods if the on the condition of same quality, where they could get their cheap but qualified goods, the answer is, from China. Nevertheless, do you know why the buyer could not get the goods they want and the seller could not sale the goods they prepared? Let me tell you, that is because the anisomerous information and transparence shortage, the buyer don’t want to convince the sellers’ loyalty and trust. The seller can’t persuade the buyer to complete the payment before delivery. The dark box operation of dispatching process, the procrastination lead time, the poor quality, the delay of replying, all of them will be no exceptional contribute to the recession of exportation. How could we, as for now, being as a micro- molecule, handle these problems? Please find the answer set forth below.
Setup a connectional terminal for exportation, from which we provide the whole information include the reputation of manufacturers, the goods quality specifications, the certification of the goods proved, the supply possibility of monthly turnover quantities, the third parties guarantee projects, the transparent produce and delivery process, the definite lead time and dispatch date, the effective custom clearance ability, the reliable forwarders’ aptitude, the competitive quotation and favorable discount planning, the largest and reliable supplier channel, the trust worth and professionalisms key knowledge and attitudes. I mean, as to each of the above details, we should build a fully functional hub to assemble and distribute information. I should also emphasize the third parties guarantee projects that is important and necessary much. Parties must be involved with banks, insurance company, especially in-export insurance company, custom official, trade-related bureau. The banks prove and guarantee the capital ability, the custom facilitate the clearance process, the china council for the promotion of international trade and china chamber of international commerce guarantee the exporters’ reputation.
In conclusion, like a human ill sometime, the economy always have his own cycle from survive to thrive. What we should only is to be confident and prepare well until next stagnancy.
Most recently I tend to dispel the myth that one can create the miracle which have been seeming that is impossible, or even one can conquer at last, he may actually pay off all his energy, passion, godliness and confidence at once. He may find out that he is extremely worn out and can not recovered again(or at a long period). So he want to give up like quit a habit which afflicate his mentality for a while, when he done, he will put his mind at ease and don't need to struggle with the self-condemnation and guilty; condem for the indulge, and surrender himself to the difficulty, guilty for the attitude of letting them go, for the indulgency. He can't sleep at night; he feel very unpleasant about lack the courage to face the music. Actually, I am the one by now.
I can't claim to know how to do it, a thing of naught. The slogan of life should not be that complicated. Is that true? contravention...
If it is something makes me hesitate and frustrate more recently, probably be…
Early these days, I received the call and message from some of my classmates whom told me that it is the time for PBC enrolling fresh blood only from new campus-left guys this year. Actually, I know I am not very well versed in finance and macro-micro economics since I have drop them out of my mind long ago, just get an inkling of stock, mortgage or bond, let alone bank affairs, with addition of I don’t have enough spare time to go a wholly review for all range from that. It reminds me that three years ago, I failed to be registered into my favorite university…. Once bitten twice shy. Become so keen and cruel competition now since only 19 person could be competent out of total 10000 candidates, that is equivalent 1 by 500, incredible.
Like a donkey, just milling his lunch, who don’t even know clearly which terminus is truly belonging to him? How hateful the economics recession affect my job hunting process, all the sluggish even back up growth ratio make me concern every day, where is my next slice of bread, where I should take off really. Boring of these fruitless all rush about day around. Move my ass to bus hardly every morning, address that garbage problem and system bug running. Often being felt lonely after floated all day around and get back home late at night. Don’t like the shuttle bus, and the empty house, I am going to long for the stable pattern of living style indeed. How am I becoming to? If it is true, let it begin.
Usher out of office, rush into home, on the bus, thinking is going to be rampant. As for late these years, I have almost been isolating from any delectable celebration, from out-door trip, from once intimate comrades, from my friend, my relative and become an all-in-one person, who was, is and will be immersed into a lot of piffling routine such as microwave up a cup of milk every night to do for life. If you’d like to point out that it could only be seems as survive, not thrive. Yes, exactly correct, yet how can I snap the singular conduit to the outside world instead of plug into a radiant socialization, and abandon this solo life style changing into a harmonious atmosphere, and commit to real enjoying self-motivate-oriented creation. That will be another situation which is dreading but a little expecting to achieve.
I’ve to admit that I want to throw my bulletproof shell away and put on a splendid suit instead, to go out for dinner with guys and gals. Hooray, I can’t find a decent description for the words “elegant bachelor” which afflict me with more predicament over these years, so just ginger up for the sunrise and hope rise, meanwhile, pick up the phone to send message to them, telling them, I miss you wholly.
Life should not be always like that, that complicated, and that is always not the case. Questioned everything that stumbled me regularly, figure out the reason why still being hesitated and don’t want to be uncovered. Like a splash running away quietly but quickly whisking off all the imaginations. The silly boss who is going to and forever to be seemed as foolish, arrogant wouldn’t be reluctant to realize which is significant, which is secondary position could be handled for time being. Upstanding the boring chatters and pettiness which are and always will be going to drive me crazy, I can’t map another way out definitely. My God. Why can’t I let the things happen instead of making them happen, that is a skill I should take care. Unyieldingly, fight with the numerous trifling every day, thrill to hate any more, worse yet, the situation don’t happen to be better off and most likely will be wiped off ultimately. Yelp for a kind of hope, which even is hatched at darkness however prospective, should not be perished from earth.
The road ahead is long and my climb will be steep, the dream hatched from this beginning depth winter and will not end at the middle of next spring with new vista more than you can imagine and beyond your measurement. Wake up every morning reluctantly with a disturbed dream, dream of being huddled around a forgotten corner of the world, solo. How can I pray the dream, for their prosperity, for their consistency, for their self-reliance, for their individual liberty?
I don’t even have made some acquaintance with her, only feeling fellow which could direct me to another kingdom. Ups and downs, like the normal sense of life that attempt to convince everybody with its dignity and holy. Every time when the feeling like watching the sunset come to me, how much I want draw a curtain at that refraction, dissolving in my eyes, collapsing in front. Where are you now? Speak out your name loudly and throw it toward the bleak street to and fro.
If it was once some place out there where I’ve still been missing so much, where had been immersing all the time, at largely supposed to be Changchun where produced all my splendid dream and also cherished them for a long time since I left, if any they had been buried all at once one day.
I’d taken a great span period there not only including my college life which filled with happiness plus lot sadness, it was be deemed as the spirit pool from which I can restore. The people, the house, the frigid winter night down street, the love stories, the gals and so many things always occur to me. I am chilling to image dispensing with all the memorable issues from day to day, it has become a tough nut to crack down I have to admit. Nightmare, weep and trickled down, scars can’t be hidden, no one can digest it, on one can return to, and no one can rescue me at that time. I’ve been putting myself into introspection. Beginning this year, I found it is a bit which beyond ones’ undertaking, insomuch as the more being injured, the deeply mind could spread.
Forgive and forget the thing passed by, focus on the effectiveness since I’ve got no alternative. Contrary to any others, it is so keen to dig out one life style which gear toward me, let along pave the way for different or roll out the mat for another. I’ve been realizing that every morning, so many people from with poverty and famine across the city or country who gambled all their lives in pursuit a hope and dreaming day. I moved.
What would I do without brushing up that which makes me wallow in sadness for almost three years? I don’t need it any more. Please go away from here.
So many time I asked myself, when half year has passed since graduated, what is my true plan and plot? How should I climb the ladder of future instead of declining down? How could I face up to the reality even if it seems like a little bit unpleasant? With growing up and become mature, I can’t stand up with lounging around all day without exact goal inspirited, sorta, I need fresh air to refresh my inspirations out of the routine tasks. Get a holistic view on the track I get through, I’m not meant pining a value on anything alone without comprehensive understanding and knowledge, I dare not to say which is dispensable and which is unnecessary a bit directly before taking a lot more time on contemplations. What I experienced most is that hidden myself behind a computer and dig the messy world out with the hope of finding even little valuable, once erobed confidence. Career ambition, greedy desire, fearful and vulnerable heart, I’ve been disturbed and damaged utterly, seize with a strong feeling of become taciturn, how can I pluck courage to face off to the contest from scratch, and notch up more prosperity again.
Couldn't help thinking why lives are always being like this which filled with anxious, depression and even witness how you play a role of dream-killer by yourself, just still be curious about the meaning of work and life, your social connection circumstance and status, fell a lot more exhausted eventually. Why you were told which is which and which is significant, which should dig out which should churn out from numerous savvy information. You never doubt about your peerless ability or beauty however, you couldn’t avoid falling into a mood of bit gloomy and up set.
Dubbed” life is still full of sunny”, largely you can’t image how a person like yours endure the endless and incessant hopeless spirit, may be it is due to the disability of mapping out the new scenery after one day gone, may be you have the less factuality to pop into an elegant guy to who you’d have to consult even resort. How can you pluck up courage against a rainy day, and how can you put your hands on the arc of history and bend it more again toward a hope of better day? I asked, to myself with deeply meditation.
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